Long Week

This was a long week. Ella has decided to only take 30 min naps. I don’t know how she can’t sleep longer since she doesn’t stop moving while she is awake. She doesn’t sit still at all. Crawl, crawl…pull up…sit down…pull up..crawl crawl. It makes me tired just watching her. Of course when this happens I get nothing done since she has gotten very clingy over the last week or so. I can’t be out of her sight or she cries. Or best yet she crawls around following me whining. Momomomomomomom She is so cute and adorable and I just love her to pieces, but she needs to sleep! She has always taken short morning naps, so fine that I am used to. But 30 min in the afternoon? No way. So then on some days she takes 3 naps, or I can’t get her down for that 3rd naps and she is then up from like 2 till 7:30..not a fun baby at 6.

SO I am finding it a bit hard to cope. Wondering if I should go back on my meds. I have been feeling more anxiety. That just scares me. Tom is trying to shut down the warehouse. That is stressful as we have to move everything, get storage space and he thinks a lot of it is going to fit at home. Um ya..not gonna happen. I cracked right after he moved the last time. Then last night he goes and buys a new car. Ok let me rephrase that. He bought a 1992 BMW 735. Yes, a car that is almost 20 yrs old. It is his dream car. He will pick it up this week. Ok so at this moment he has 3 cars. He now has to sell his truck and his other BMW. Let’s not forget the 3 motorcycles he has. I could really go on and on here, but I won’t!

I think I also stress myself out when it is the end of the school year. You get in such a routine with school and I like that. With school out, you just wing it and that is not how I roll. Plus I don’t know what I will do with Jack all summer. It will be interesting with the baby. I will have to make sure we have plenty of Mommy/Jack time.


Here's praying this is a better week!